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Baghdad Burning

🔗kraig grady <kraiggrady@...>

12/24/2003 8:50:07 AM

Baghdad Burning

... I'll meet you 'round the bend my friend, where hearts can heal and
souls can mend...

Monday, December 22, 2003

Questions and Fears... Baghdad has been a very tense place these last
few days. Yesterday alone we heard around 8 explosions though none of
the news channels seem to be covering them. There have also been
several demonstrations- some anti-Saddam and some pro-Saddam and
several anti-America. The most prominent anti-America demonstrations
took place in A'adhamiya and Amiriya, two residential areas in
Baghdad.

One demonstration in A'adhamiya included people from all over the
city. The demonstrators were demanding the release of hundreds of
people who have been detained over the last few weeks (there are
thousands of detained Iraqis, overall). Most people imagine detained
Iraqis as being bearded, angry men in their 30s or 40s shouting anti-
imperialist slogans and whipping their heads about in a livid frenzy.
They do not see the women- school teachers, professors and housewives-
being herded off to the infamous Abu Ghraib prison. They don't see the
kids- some no more than 13 or 14 years old- who are packed away with
bags over their heads, hands secured behind their backs. They don't
see the anxious mothers and children, weeping with fear and
consternation, begging in a language foreign to the soldiers to know
where their loved ones are being taken.

The Amiriya demonstrations were pro-Saddam demonstrations led by a
boys' high school in the area. Jo Wilding <
http://www.wildfirejo.org.uk/> in Baghdad describes the
demonstrations in an internet article, and she has another article on
some of the detentions:

December 18th- Arresting Children <
http://www.wildfirejo.org.uk/feature/display/56/index.php>

December 13th- Prisoners <
http://www.wildfirejo.org.uk/feature/display/53/index.php>

Gasoline is a big problem. A friend of ours quit her job a couple of
days ago because her husband can't afford to wait in long lines for 4
or 5 hours to fill up their battered Volvo so that he can drive her
across Baghdad every morning to the clinic she works in. Everyone has
been buying black-market gasoline of late, but we've been getting
leaflets and warnings threatening 7 ? 10 years of prison if we buy or
sell black-market gasoline. Black-market gas simply means a surly,
dirty guy surrounded with yellowish plastic containers selling gas for
over 30 times its original price. He, inevitably, has a cigarette
dangling out of the side of his mouth and a furtive, hurried look
about him.

We've been using candles most of the time instead of kerosene lamps
because the kerosene man hasn't been coming around these last few days
and we need the kerosene for the heaters. The kids really hate the
candles. The other day, the electricity suddenly flashed on at 8 pm
after a 6-hour blackout. We were exalted. Everyone jumped for the
television at once and a chorus of voices called out, "News! The
movie! A song! Cartoons!" After flipping the channels, we settled for
a movie.

We sat watching until one of the scenes faded into a darkened room.
The camera focused on the couple sitting at a round table, gazing into
each others eyes and smiling fondly across two elegant candles. It was
a cozy, romantic candle-light dinner. I think the whole family was
lost in the scene when suddenly, my cousin's youngest daughter spoke
up, impatiently, "They have no electricity! They're using the
candles?"

It took me about 15 minutes to try to explain to her that they had
electricity but actually *chose* to sit in the dark because it was
more 'romantic'. The difficulty of explaining romance to a 7-year-old
is nothing compared to the difficulty of explaining the 'romance' of a
darkened room and candles- especially if the 7-year-old has associated
candles to explosions and blackouts her whole life.

These last few days have been truly frightening. The air in Baghdad
feels charged in a way that scares me. Everyone can feel the tension
and it has been a strain on the nerves. It's not so much what's been
going on in the streets- riots, shootings, bombings and raids- but
it's the possibility of what may lie ahead. We've been keeping the
kids home from school, and my cousin's wife learned that many parents
were doing the same- especially the parents who need to drive their
kids to school.

We've been avoiding discussing the possibilities of this last week's
developments? the rioting and violence. We don't often talk about the
possibility of civil war because conferring about it somehow makes it
more of a reality. When we do talk about it, it's usually done in
hushed tones with an overhanging air of consternation. Is it possible?
Will it happen?

Sunnis and Shi'a have always lived in harmony in Iraq and we still do,
so far. I'm from a family that is about half Shi'a and half Sunni. We
have never had problems as the majority of civilized people don't
discriminate between the two. The thing that seems to be triggering a
lot of antagonism on all sides is the counterinsurgency militia being
cultivated by the CPA and GC which will include Chalabi's thugs, SCIRI
extremists and some Kurdish Bayshmarga.

The popular and incorrect belief seems to be that if you are a Kurd or
Shi'a, this step is a positive one. Actually, the majority of moderate
Kurds and Shi'a are just as exasperated as Sunnis about this new group
of soldiers/spies that is going to be let loose on the population.
It's just going to mean more hostility and suspicion in all
directions, and if the new Iraqi force intends to be as indiscriminate
with the detentions and raids as the troops, there's going to be a lot
of bloodshed too.

I once said that I hoped, and believed, Iraqis were above the horrors
of civil war and the slaughter of innocents, and I'm clinging to that
belief with the sheer strength of desperation these days. I remember
hearing the stories about Lebanon from people who were actually living
there during the fighting and a constant question arose when they
talked about the grief and horrors- what led up to it? What were the
signs? How did it happen? And most importantly? did anyone see it
coming?
-- -Kraig Grady
North American Embassy of Anaphoria Island
http://www.anaphoria.com
The Wandering Medicine Show
KXLU 88.9 FM WED 8-9PM PST

🔗monz <monz@...>

12/25/2003 1:46:11 AM

hi Kraig,

--- In metatuning@yahoogroups.com, kraig grady <kraiggrady@a...>
wrote:

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>
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> Baghdad Burning
>
> ... I'll meet you 'round the bend my friend, where hearts can
> heal and souls can mend...
>
> Monday, December 22, 2003
>
> Questions and Fears... Baghdad has been a very tense place
> these last few days. <etc. -- snip>

thanks so much for posting this. it's good to get writings
from people actually *living* (note: not *stationed*) in
Baghdad, which give a very different view from that fed to
us by the "fair, balanced" American propogandist media.

-monz